i forgot to mention that i have had this blog over a year now. Thank you to all those that have followed my adventures, even to those that think my blog is boring and especially to my best friend. i will miss you until my last breath. You inspired me.
A year of my life has been documented for all the see. Stories of struggles, poems of love lost, photos of beautiful places i have lived and others i have visited, so much of my life has been on a roller-coaster this past year. i have lost almost all of my oldest friendships, which has closed me off to new ones, i lived in France for year, which helped me find my way to culinary school and i moved to the U.S., which is something that i never planned. i left my heart in Hungary, the country that i loved, yet felt frustrated with most of the time.
Life has been hard since moving to the U.S. i try my hardest to keep a smile on my face for the public, but i feel misplaced, disconnected and alone. Everyone says that time will fix it, but i am not sure if it will fix it. Time will cover it up, but the feeling will remain. i will smile, but my heart will ache forever.
Colorado is interesting. It snowed last week, then it was incredible hot a few days later. Strange weather.
And i forgot to mention music, which i have posted from time to time. Music says that which i cannot or will not express.
more to come…