i am not sure if i posted this, but it feels like me now. It is sort of new. If you do not know of Rebecca Ferguson, then you should.
Pal Tamas, this is for you. i miss you every day.
Right now I have taken all that I am
And I forgive you, and I forgive you
For all that you are
I hope that life is good
In a way you haven’t been good
I hope that she is kind,
Even though you haven’t been kind.