It has been 10 years. 9 great years and one sad year, extremely sad year. Life is cruel. i am tired of the cruelty. i cannot think of a reason to continue.
How can someone pretend to be your friend for 9 years?
i wish i could forget everything from the past 10 years.
The pain is the same today as every day since i lost my best friend. i will never let another person get close to me. i will never trust anyone ever again. i rather die alone and heartless than to feel this pain.